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[Error: unknown template qotd]This is an interesting question. I can answer it in two different manners. I think I will. I'm going to break it down in two different sections. One about real life and one about online life. Because in both real life and online, I'm not always well liked. So, here we go.
Real Life
In real life, I'm the fat girl, the girl that no one wanted to be around. I was teased, tortured and tormented in school. I'm still that same person and can count on one hand the number of friends that I have in my local community that I can call friends. In fact, it would only take one finger to count them. I had a not so gentle reminder of all of this Saturday when I was in Wal-Mart, so I know that as I get older, that won't change. I'm still the fat girl with very few friends to hang out with.
Online
Online, I am opinionated. I say what I think and I don't care (for the most part) who likes it. I am selective about who I am friends with. I am selective who I let close to me. I am not afraid to tell someone to fuck off and be smiling while I say it. I am real, I let it be known what I think and how I feel. I don't care who hates me because I am just being me.
Real Life
In real life, I'm the fat girl, the girl that no one wanted to be around. I was teased, tortured and tormented in school. I'm still that same person and can count on one hand the number of friends that I have in my local community that I can call friends. In fact, it would only take one finger to count them. I had a not so gentle reminder of all of this Saturday when I was in Wal-Mart, so I know that as I get older, that won't change. I'm still the fat girl with very few friends to hang out with.
Online
Online, I am opinionated. I say what I think and I don't care (for the most part) who likes it. I am selective about who I am friends with. I am selective who I let close to me. I am not afraid to tell someone to fuck off and be smiling while I say it. I am real, I let it be known what I think and how I feel. I don't care who hates me because I am just being me.
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